Chapters on a Page

also with all the people from school who keep joining tumblr and twitter. it’s like, gtfo i want to talk about you, bitch and i was here first.

you know those moments when you feel alone? yup. me. right now. have been for a while. SIGH. 

i just feel like no one wants me around anymore. at least, none of my closest friends. i feel like they’re doing all this stuff without me. everything. without me. and they have all this closeness and bonding ness. without me. i feel like an outsider looking in. i feel like i don’t fit in anymore. i feel like i’m being replaced. i don’t feel appreciated. i don’t feel liked. i feel like i’m being pushed away. while everyone else is going out and having lives i’m sitting at home, in front of the computer, wasting my life away, because no one will make plans with me. they either have something else to do, or they won’t respond. i don’t feel welcomed anymore. but i can’t tell anyone because they’ll just think i’m being overdramatic and that i’m trying to make everything about myself. well, when you don’t have anyone to talk to, who else do you have to think about but yourself? 

SIGH.

I’m needy and I over-react. Exactly what guys hate.

i haven’t been on here in months. WOW THAT SUCKS. so disappointed with everything right now. mainly with my best friends. i feel like i’m slowly being pushed away from all of them. i feel like i’m being pushed away by everyone. i get my hopes up for something and i’m constantly let down.

school sucks.